Life's getting harder and so is expressing myself to others. I feel like the world is closing me in a glass box, unable to speak, but able to watch and hear whats going on around me; just unable to live in it.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Every girl is going to fall for a boy that is just going to fuck her over and not care.
Everyone wants to love and be loved. As do I.
I see the face, your face
That face that invited me in,
I hear the voice, your voice
The voice that said those words, your words, the words that hurt me like they did.
I see the eyes, your eyes
The eyes that looked into my heart.
I see the arms, the legs, the body,
All of which used to embrace me, entangle me into you.
I see the mouth, your mouth
The mouth that kissed me so sweetly only to spout the words that would later haunt me.
The eyes see what’s on the surface, but the heart feels what’s underneath.
Please stop liking me, I’m not the girl you think I am. I’m not the girl you want me to be. I don’t know what kind of girl I am, but I’m not yours.
The sweet serenity of a day un-wasted.
S.W photography.
I miss those summer days where everything seems to be simple and easy. But nothing ever really seems to be “simple” and “easy” does it?
Understand me
I’m begging you please
In this world
I can’t always appease
Love me now
For who I am
Or leave me here
And let me stand
Crashing
Crashing down
Here and now
Then and there
Anytime
Anywhere
Fills my mind
From this side to that
A rat - tat
A rat - a - tat- tat
I hear
I see
Everything - everywhere
But really I don’t
I don’t see, I don’t hear
Anything
Anywhere
No focus, no calm
The sweat on my palm
The rush from my head
My eyes filled with dread
No one knows
No one cares
They don’t see
But they stare.
Love me, hate me
Be honest to me
To feign to care
To feign to know
Is it all just a show?
Entice me
Intrigue me
Tell me what to do
How to act - feel
Here or now Then or there, A promise, a swear Do you think or care? You took what you could Fooled me you did, The thought of something real What are you, a kid?
Love me for me, because I can’t keep being everyone else.
